Softheart Life Crystal Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Ay, ay, yeah
I'm a ghost
Seeing nothing when they're talking to me
I remember being broken I was only 16
I remember being broken now I'm living my dream, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, shut your f*cking mouth I hear you talking to me
Can't you see I'm trying my best not to think?
Now I'm running up a track but that means nothing to me
Yeah, yeah
I been out I'm trying to breathe slow but it won't calm down
No one i can all now used to always get along but we always fall out
Yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
I guess I'm not as tough as I wanted to be
I guess I'm not nearly as kept up as I think
I don't mean it but I guess I'm just not good company, yeah, yeah
Woah, woah, woah

[Verse 2]
[?] catch me on the cliff side coming down
Wow, smoking big loud
While I sit quiet [?]
When the [?]
See me when the chill's gone
Call me when the grit starts clearing out
How how how do I get on the good side, I just try my best to figure it out [I f*cked it up?] everytime I open up my mouth there's something wrong
Like honestly why should I even talk?
Everything is always all my fault
I just scare off everybody that I ever love, I f*ck it up
Yeah, and I spent my time in the background
Yeah, but I still don't get how to back down
It's a wrap, you can drop the act now
Yeah, they did me bad but they all coming back now

[Verse 3]
Got my HP up
I guess we got even
I just pulled my sheets up
I can see no demons
And you can leave, just tell me what's your reason
[?]
We'll move with the seasons
Breathe in the air, let all the rest leave
I keep my hair like my room, messy hey
Keep on trying to be the best me, but it seems like just lately love to test me

[Outro]
Yeah, Yeah
I guess I'm not as tough as I wanted to be
I guess I'm not nearly as kept up as I think
I don't mean it but I guess I'm just not good company, yeah, yeah