Sidney Hilston Deranged Lyrics

Got these walls inside my mind
And they haunt me all the time
I'm not happy I'm devine
When you're by my side
Got these games inside my heart
They want me to fall apart
Dragging me into the dark
Back to the start
Got these monsters in my veins
They whisper to me all day
Wanting me to stay the same
Knowing I can never change
Got these eyes but I can't see
Someone else has blinded me
I just wish that I could just be

I can be my own best friend
I don't need anyone else
I can cry my body to bed
I'm happy by myself
I can be my own best friend
I don't need anyone else
I can cry my body to bed
I'm happy by myself

Go go away
I I'm insane
Feel feel my pain
My awful brain
Go go away
I I'm insane
Feel feel my pain
My awful brain
Go go away
I I'm insane
Feel feel my pain
My awful brain
Go go away
I I'm insane
Feel feel my pain
M awful- brain

Mr. blue bird's on my shoulders

Got this void within my lungs
And each day it holds my tongue
Never letting me become
Something I wish to have won
Got these lies inside my mind
Telling me to be kind
And I can never decide
Because I'm captive all my life
Got these trees in my chest
And they're begging me to rest But it's a suicidal test
It'd be violent bloodshed
Got these rhymes in my ear
Letting me know what to fear
It's horrific they're always here
And they're tragically near

I can be my own best friend
I don't need anyone else
I can cry my body to bed
I'm happy by myself
I can be my own best friend
I don't need anyone else
I can cry my body to bed
I'm happy by myself

Go go away
I I'm insane
Feel feel my pain
My awful brain
Go go away
I I'm insane
Feel feel my pain
My awful brain
Go go away
I I'm insane
Feel feel my pain
My awful brain
Go go away
I I'm insane
Feel feel my pain
My awful- brain

Brain
La dee daa
I'm insane
La da dee
Oohhh it's in my veins
Ah ah laa
Call me deranged

I can be my own best friend
I don't need anyone else
I can cry my body to bed
I'm happy by myself
I can be my own best friend
I don't need anyone else
I can cry my body to bed
I'm happy by myself
I can be my own best friend
I don't need anyone else
I can cry my body to bed
I'm happy by myself
I can be my own best friend
I don't need anyone else
I can cry my body to bed
I'm happy by myself