Sianvar Anticoagulant Lyrics

I start to move forward I'm doing well but
that scab screams my name
so I scratch it to hear what it's sayingto hear what its saying

Replay
every scene
organs freeze
all of my vitals dim in and out (in and out)
desperate to breathe
I have seen months of progression
all wither out
they wither out

so I search agressively in hopes to find the part of me that I used to love
I used to know, but I'm gone
and it's bleeding out
everywhere that I go theres a constant reminder
a place
a feeling I can't get around
once I start, I can't stop
and the foliage falls at my feet
in the form of a memory lost
I trip and fall

maybe I'm subconsciously a masochist who loves to ff my own mind I wear it out
a wear of doubt

I still search desparately in hopes to find the part of me that you seem to have
It's gone and I'm bleeding out

everywhere that I go
there's a constant reminder
a place
a feeling I can't get around
once I start, I can't stop
and the foliage falls at my feet
in the form of a memory

black and white is how I see
never read between
a dozen weeks of progress
wither out, they wither out
searching in and out of me
planning surgery
I tear apart my ribcage
just to double check but still you've got it
you've got it

too late (too late)
growing (growing)
too late (everywhere that I go)
growing (everywhere that I go)

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