Schawayna Raie I Hate Me! Lyrics

Chorus
I hate me
Thought I could survive this
I hate me
There is no way around it
I hate me
Can't fight the feelings, the dirt that lives inside of me
I hate me

Verse 1
Simply undesirable, living this fraudulent life, perpetrating a saint
Inconceivable, denying the path set, disregarding the paint
It's on my face, that stain I can't get rid of, with each wipe still there
Thought I missed it but nope, same one, won't disappear
Unacceptable, this offering up a sacrifice; not good enough
Unattainable, sin-filled can't save myself, thank you for the gift
Dishonestly accept it; put it down, pick it up; how selfish of me
Dishonoring the legacy you created just me!

Chorus
I hate me
Thought I could survive this
I hate me
There's no way around it
I hate me
Can't fight the feelings, the dirt that lives inside of me I hate me, I hate me, I hate me, want to be free, I hate me!

Verse 2
Irresponsible, this life you gave, I can't give enough
Unbelievable, when I fall you still show me love
Can't comprehend it, I fall so far I can't see the road
You have set for me, caught up in my own selfish ways
Irreplaceable, the pain I've caused, don't want to lose your trust
I am such a mess, reliving my past with my present sin
Living a lie, blaming my mistakes on the pain within
Can't accept the truth, I just need to be free

Bridge:
Given me up for the Ghost putting on new flesh
Getting rid of the dirt clothing myself in the best
Mirror mirror on the wall, tell me if I will fall
There's no condemnation under the son
That hasn't gotten by this One
Wiping away the ugly me, please pour your spirit within me!
Break the shackles and unleash me!