Scattered Fall Moments Like These Lyrics

why don't i feel the pain I know i should
(all is gone)
why do feel so f*cking empty like
(all is gone)
nothing to do no place to go cause
(all is gone)
nothing can be replaced and nothing
can be the same (all is gone)
I can't f*cking grab it
(it's out of my control)
I can't f*cking see it
(it's out of my control)
where the f*ck is it?
(it's out of my control)
what am i to do
(it's out of my control)
there's nothing left for me to try
and do cause (all is gone)
at times i cry but with no tears cause (all is gone)
i crave for the salt to pass my lips
but (all is gone)
nothing can be replaced and nothing
can be the same (all is gone)
(life) is your time between birth
and (death) why does there seem
to be an inbetween part of (life)
you don't understand and
the parts of (death)
you can't comprehend
(why am i still here?) why am i here
(why are you still here) why are you here
(why are we still here?)
Why are we Still f*ckING HERE?