i am scared, i am lonely 
i remember the words that she told me 
she was real, and decicive 
i was holding it off though exited 
i'm surrounded, in submission 
story told with a perverse distortion 
i'm abandoned, i'm forsaken 
i'm imprisoned my will has been taken 
i would never have given my time 
i would never of had it inside 
integrity is taken now 
i feel i'm dying inside 
two thousand eight hundred and 
thirteen days to comprehend the lie 
alone in these four walls 
hear my cries, hear my mourning 
in my mind it was all without warning 
looks of hate, and resentment 
keep my head down and make my adjustment 
filled with rage, filled with hatred 
truth i spoke but, 
final sealing, an incision 
to the back from the injustice system 
i would never have given my time 
i would never of had it inside 
integrity is taken now 
i feel i'm dying inside 
two thousand eight hundred and 
thirteen days to comprehend the lie 
alone in these four walls