Ryan Jesse Villain In Me Lyrics

Cigarettes on the nightstand
Whiskey glass on the mattress
I ain't slept, since you left
You ain't coming back again
I still see them good years spinning
The gravel dust slinging, taillights beaming
On the self-centered prick with the problem
Who's dealing with the cost of

Living my life, going through hell
'Cause the bourbon and the weed ain't working
You probably would've never loved me if you could see all the bridges I'm burning
Tears in your eyes
You saw the truth from the lies
No saving you from what becamе to be
The villain in me
Thе villain in me
The villain in me-
Won't let me move on
Can't put the bottle down, so I lay here and drown
Myself in these feelings
Swimming with my demons

Living my life, going through hell 'Cause the bourbon and the weed ain't working
You probably would've never loved me if you could see all the bridges I'm burning
Tears in your eyes
You saw the truth from the lies
No saving you from what became to be
The villain in me
The villain in me

Now you see
Now you see
Now you see
You see the villain in me
Tell me I'm f*cked up, and tell me I'm cruel
Tell me all the selfish things that I do
Look what you made me

Living my life, going through hell
'Cause the bourbon and the weed ain't working
You probably would've never loved me if you could see all the bridges I'm burning
Tears in your eyes
You saw the truth from the lies
No saving you from what became to be
The villain in me, me
The villain in me
Villain in me