Rosemarie Confessional Lyrics

[Intro]
(Hmm, yeah)
Yeah

[Verse 1]
It's been a minute since I sat alone and thought about the thoughts that come along with losin' blessings
It's been a minute since I prayed and had a talk with God and felt inside my heart that he was present, yeah
I can't forget the night I lost my Uncle David, almost called but I ain't think he would've left us
I cried a thousand times how could he pull that trigger when he knew that he was loved, I guess his pain just made him selfish

[Chorus]
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
[Verse 2]
It's been a minute since I called my Auntie Karen, I don't think she understands from my perspective
I wanna tell her that she's beautiful and strong, ask how she's doin' but I guess I know the answer to that question
She lost her hair again, is undergoin' treatment in New York, I hope it works this time I'm stressin'
I told her I don't call because I think I'm traumatized from memories I've tried to leave behind with adolescence [Chorus]
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive

[Verse 3]
The other day my sister texted me and told me she was tired of the weight of her depression
I wish that she could see how special that she is to me, I guess that I could start by gettin' better with expressin'
She told me she had thought about takin' her life, it f*cked me up 'cause once I tried, I'll just confess it
Yeah, told her to hold on a little while longer 'cause our dreams are gettin' closer, we can see some real progression

[Chorus]
Now I look to the sky
Think of all of my angels flyin' high
I'm still here, don't know why
Gotta make it because I'm still alive

[Outro]
Gotta make it because I'm still alive
Yeah
Gotta make it because I'm still alive