Rod Wave Nirvana Lyrics

[Intro]
Pipe that shit up, TnT
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[Verse]
If you're hearin' this, it's too late
I've been writin' this since Tuesday, today Friday
That mean tomorrow's doomsday
Tried to fight the pain, but it ate me alive
Sad to say I lost the battle against my mind
You should be happy for me, homie, no more sufferin'
We all got a day, I guess we'll see each other then
I hope that Heaven's real and one day we can reunite
And don't be cryin' for me, I lived a wonderful life
I went on tour and seen the world and met all of my fans
I can't liе, I wish I could do that shit again
Made plenty money, wrotе my will, my kids is good
Hopefully they don't grow up so misunderstood
I moved my momma out the hood and bought her a home
Even though me and her husband never got along
Bought all my niggas brand new cars and watched them flex
Wanted niggas to know I loved them before I left
I bought a brand new house in Houston, left it to my pops
Take the fam with ya nigga, we all we got In they face the whole time, beggin' for help
For years, ready to die but scared of death
I tried to pop a couple pills, they just made me sleep
I left the house without my gun, niggas fakin' they beef
I poured a half a pint of wock in a two liter soda
Stuck as f*ck, couldn't move, I thought it was over
False alarm, nigga
I told the world how I was feelin', my worst decision
Since this fame and all these millions, they treat me different
Tired of fake smiles and broken hearts, it's f*ck the world
f*ck the money and the cars, the jewelry and the girls
They all treat me like I'm him, I feel so alone
Like I'm just a walkin' come up without a soul
I hope, this ain't how they remember me
Thought accomplishin' my dreams would end my misery
I've been this way for awhile, lost as a child
Momma always tellin' me smile, she's so in denial
Still wishin' I had some help
What the f*ck? Make a nigga run off and blast himself
[Outro]
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