Rocketboat Nothing Lyrics

What am I missing?
Why haven't I cared?
My occupations are up in the air
My weakest nights spent forlorn for Lauraine
Writing the letter is always the same
Covered the spectrum
Now nothing is left
Headed for nothing with every descent
Thanks for the headaches
I'll take my repose

Pleasant discrepancies
Silly dispensities Words that are spent on me end in calamity
All of the things you need set your trajectory
Nothing can stop them
So go on disparage me
I have my resolve

I don't know why I thought I could live this way
I knew what I didn't want
I never fit in
I don't agree
And I can't leave nothing behind besides you