Good Enough Lyrics

Verse 1
This right here/ Gon' make me really fell uncomfortable/And even shock even those I'm closest to/When others go through/ I'm the one they go to/ But when I'm going through/Who could I really go to/As a preacher at times / I feel inadequate/ And I constantly feel like an embarrassment/ How could I preach to others about progression/ While going through cycles of depression/ I ain't perfect / I just answered the call/ You see I'm not excused from having flaws/ I can't act like I can do no wrong/ Cuz that's that fake religious façade/ My worst fear is causing others to stumble/ I stay humbled/ cuz I know how I stuggle/ And though the pressure that's on me/ Is so consuming/ Behind the glory/ I'm still human/ But what to do when

Verse2
I guess this is my moment of clarity/ See I'm just speaking/ Transparently/ Exposing the side of me people never see/ The side I pray never would get the best of me/ And though I'm trying to be/ All that I need to be/ But if I got to hide it/ Then I ain't free/ From that constant battle within my thoughts/ And the effects of the brokenness of my heart/ This ain't for shock value/It's what I deal with/ I'm sick of the flesh/ I wish God could just hit the kill switch/Cuz I'm tired of all of the anxiety/ And living with the monster that's inside of me/ The pride in me that I choose to ignore/ Which is the root and the cause of every flaw/ And though it feels like my back is against the wall/ Yet I'm still determined to fight on/ But it's like I'm trying to change/ But still don't want to change/ I guess I'm in my own way/ I'm in my own way

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