In Sickness 'till Death Do Us Part: Disgraced Lyrics

I need someone to blame!
Feel contempt and betrayed
I am losing myself, my disdain takes control
Being useless is worst, I can't do shit!
Seeing your pain
It kills me
Losing you now
I'm provoked
Useless I stand on the side
I would take your pain if I could
Is it God or the world, is there someone to blame?
Is it fate or bad luck, who is failing you now?
Infuriating how I'm forced to remain calm Disdain!!!
Your pain became like hell to me
Your death; sad way to set you free
Disdained
Aggravation before acceptance
Scorn and hatred; a natural defence
Deepest misery before salvation
Godless suffering before redemption
Now my nightmare's proclaimed
I've found no one to blame
It's a cruel twist of life
Yet my rage can't be bound
Exasperating how trivial we really are

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