Am I Confused? Lyrics

Yo living in these times of life is getting hectic
We got that [?] method to survive the head trips
I wonder every day if this is how it was meant to be
Looking at society, police always eying me
Plus my girlfriend keeps trying me (where the f*ck you going?)
She thinks she can buy me
To [?] up the mind see
Pretty soon she's gonna be crying see
When I have to tell her about these kids on the way from these other broads
Shit's about to get [?]
Everybody makes mistakes
Some make more than others
A statistic like crackhead mothers
[?] in the gutters
A-train pumping needles in their veins
Trying to maintain while [?] weight game
The situation's from taking the wrong path It'll lead you to your doom from not doing the math
Am I confused or
Yo nigga refuse to be a breakdancer
But now he's lying up dying of cancer
Doctors can't find the answer
He used to smoke mad cigarettes
Nigga get like three packs a day and straight smoke em away
Now he gotta pay run away to go out
Wasn't about the game on the [?] getting the ho out
That's just the clock [?] from going raw skin
She still hoin' the pastor monk's men
Lookin' all fly but you can't tell from the size of the thighs
Waiting for you is a deadly surprise
My niggas ain't listening still
Cause y'all blinded
You got your mind washed
[?] one-sided
Am I confused or

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