Proud Refuge Something I'm Not Lyrics

Lyrics:
Okay I get it
I understand
We all had a plan
For a future

But things didn't pan
How we expected
Now we gettin older
But you not acceptin

Still work a 9-5
Cause them bills keep collecting
Wish we was in the kitchen
Cooking flippin w/ the chicken

Teriyaki flows ya
A feeling that's only written
But much deeper to say
They say a picture last
Way longer, but HE coming to save

Love is a verb, love is a product of
Authentic Hell is not a game
Way more than a life sentence but....

Hook:
I'm always trying to be something i'm not
When will we ever grow up
Not everything always goes as we planned
Staying the same is a Trend, I do not follow
The trends

Verse 2:
Staying the same is a trend I do not follow the trends
I was praying for the love yeah, Now I just wanna advance
So I could pull up in a benz, So I can impress my mama
So I can put her in designer, finer things I know she like em

Don't gotta sell drugs to be rich, Dont gotta sell out for a watch
Wrist my time is frozen, God lives in eternity, when I make it Promise ima give him all the Glory, but for now I'm working hard
This is my testimony

Been spending less and investin more
Time is everything im prraying for
Accomplishments dont mean nothin to me
Just wanna see my happy with me
Childish but I got more than a clue
Looking back it was just part of my truth
In high school you was part of crew
Nowadays, like what happened to you
Guess all that hating made you walk
In my shoes
From malachi now its proud refuge
This a vision of the boy who knew
I ain't mad im just praying for you
I glad that that they laughing at u
Kinda sad that it happend to you
Life is real like a deja vu
God is real im just part of the
Proof But

Hook:
I'm always trying to be something i'm not
When will we ever grow up
Not everything always goes as we planned
Staying the same is a Trend, I do not follow
The trends

Outro
I just wanna break away, I know you gon make a way
I just wanna break away