Pillows Let's See If That's True Or Not Lyrics

Only the part that I gave up has been distorted I put my hand on the place it was cracked Somehow the poison came out, pure white I'm laughing in the mirror

Unknowingly I locked away that familiar sight I suppose it's shivering somewhere If I pursue these vague memories They'll just break and I'll lose them I won't be able to see them anymore

Will I be able to fulfill The one who waits for me now? In spite of me being unable to understand I'm selfishly disappointed

Whatever expectations I might have had Even though I wish I could be fooled By magic that has no secrets or tricks Because my eyes and ears are plain I can't do that, either

I'm selfish, I'm childish I just lose my way at the whimsy of my feelings My nature is hateful, so even then I couldn't admit I made a mistake
Even among friends I feel lonely Even though they're nice to me it's not enough I want to disappear in the empty night Do you understand what I am?

Barefoot, I can't walk through the crowd Even though I put on some shoes and try to jump a little There's too many of them Does the asphalt still remember who I used to be? Every day it's like the sun is even higher and brighter

If I could pull out the thorn that pierces my heart If I could tear off the coward's mask If I could just undo these ropes I have something I want to tell you

If you can't smile about it, it's okay If there's times when you want to cry, it's okay If you want to secretly complain, it's okay Until there is a world without lies Let's see if that's true or not

Let's see if that's true or not