Original God I Swear To *** Lyrics

[Chorus]
I swear to God that I love the pain
I sweared to God and he cursed my brain
I can't control that I feel this way
I can't control the rotten words you say

[Verse 1]
Why the f*ck do women lie? Why the f*ck do men kill?
Why have I lost so many friends overdosing on pills?
I'd do anything in the world to once actually feel
Tried to kill myself already so I'd know this life's real
I'm too f*cked in the head
She f*cked me tied to the bed I wish I could run away and never come back
And if I disappeared, would you move on and laugh?
(Would you laugh at me?)

[Chorus]
I swear to God that I love the pain
I sweared to God and he cursed my brain
I can't control that I feel this way
I can't control the rotten words you say

[Outro]
I'm breathing, I'm moving
My cries are too soothing
Your favorite sound
I tremble when you come around