Myterror Price I Pay Lyrics

i know that,
i have lost
something-
it changed me.
whats is it?
that makes me
depressed?
the same i`ll never be!

yes ,i`m getting stronger and that`s for sure
i`ve lost the battle but i´ll win the war.
it doesn´t matter anyway
a carefree manner- the price i pay i started
to inform
myself and found their lies,
the more i
grow strong i
see things with my third eye...

i used to
be carefree,
i enjoyed my happy (lucky ,funny,drugfull?-hehe) youth
i used to
be on fire
i never thought about the truth!