Honest Conversations Lyrics

At a loss, I don't know what to do
Made a deal in my heart
But can't hide how I feel
When I know that I won't follow through
All this pain all around
Makes me ask if You're real
When the truth is
That I don't want You to be
Oh the truth is
That I'm living just for me

I can say that I'll give it up to You
But we both know that it's just a lie
I can say that I'll give it up for You
But we both know I won't even try
But we both know that it's just a lie
But we both know I won't even try

Oh I can't comprehend why You value me still When my heart is rock hard
And consumed by my will
All the promises You kept
When I spit in your face
Oh how selfless is Your love
I can't understand grace
When the truth is
That I need You every day
Oh the truth is
I'm searching for a way

I can say that I'll give it up to You
But we both know that it's just a lie
I can say that I'll give it up for You
But we both know I won't even try
But we both know that it's just a lie
But we both know I won't even try

End tag:
I really like the people we're becoming

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