Mock Orange I Keep Saying So Long Lyrics

I keep saying so long to all of the ideas. Rusty crane
turning the wheels.
I think I'd like to live in a hole. Where I could yell
Mo-Mama-Mo. Nobody laughs 'cause nobody knows.
Who's telling me I cannot be. I already am.
Somebody in the car next to me. Thunder coming out.
What's that shit in the trunk about.
I can't feel myself breathe. I can't feel my legs. I
can't feel my teeth.
I keep saying so long. It's been so long. I wish I could
see what's ahead for me. I've been waiting so long. I sit all day and work all day. Sit all day and waste
away. I sit all day and sit all night but I keep on
sitting.
Maybe this is all a dream 'cause I cannot control these
things.
Somebody hit me in the back of my car. I was at a red
light. He was at a green light.
My feet on the windshield pushing tight. I thought it was
day. Maybe it was night.
I keep saying so long. It's been so long. I wish I could
see what's ahead for me.
Who's telling me I cannot be. I already am.