Mental Discipline So Many Times Lyrics

[Intro]
Every person has a shield that covers from the crowd
Our life is a battlefield, all you need is to look around
When there's nothing to believe
When there's no one you can trust
Close your heart to keep this feeling inside us

[Verse 1]
Every morning I wake up
Many bad thoughts in my head
Bleeding heart wants just to stop
But I know it's not the end

[Pre-Chorus]
There is nothing I believe
There is no one I can trust
It's not easy but I don't want to give up

[Chorus]
So many times I washed my hands With blood of enemies and friends
But now I feel alone
And silence still surrounds me
So many times she held my hand
But I was too blind to understand
Redemption was my way
But now it lies behind me
[Verse 2]
You will ask once again
Is it possible to live...
...when there's no one I can trust?
...when there's nothing to believe?

You will never understand
The bitter way I live my life
There's the only thing I know
This way keeps me alive

[Chorus]

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