Mary Magdalan Rage Lyrics

I'm talking 2 myself again whispers little noises
even when I'm stoned I'm hearing voices
arguing decisions with these petty little bitches
who won't leave me alone
itching in my throat 2 speak these things I think I
shouldn't say
U shouldn't stay just let me go I told U so jus get
away
now U know I'm not OK I'm not OK I'm not OK

I've sniffed smoked copped coke
spent my life in a cloud of smoke coughed choked
overdosed
woke up in a hospital and I thought it was destiny
2 die with a needle next 2 me
be like mommy U can't calm me I've made a f*ckin mess
of me
I'm so depressed I'm burning I'm obsessed with me
jus turnin in my sleep its hurting as I bleed I think I
cut too deep

I wanna sedate I'm bottlin hate and I'm filled up with
rage
I've fallen from grace somebody take me away cuz
I'm filled up with rage

No more ether spoons or glass half moons
huffing glue in crowded rooms I'm so consumed with my psychiatrist who sparks psychotic fits
with pills and pills and pillsa shit
Substances 4 illnesses hurry quick go get my kit
I need a muthaf*ckin fix

Here I go anotha bend anotha binge with my syringe
where I've been I've no idea what's tangled in my dirty
hair
strip me down 2 vacant stare little girl alone and
scared
knowing that I need U there but U don't care
I hate U like I hate myself I will erase U as U cradle
me in filth
Holy Spirit Holy Ghost noose is tied up 2 the post
pulsing blood is rushing Lord I'm coming karma comatose

I wanna sedate I'm bottlin hate and I'm filled up with
rage
I've fallen from grace somebody take me away cuz
I'm filled up with rage

I feel like dying I feel like dying I feel like dying
I feel like dying dying I feel like dying f*ckin dying
I feel like dying dying dying dying dying
Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die Die
DIE