Madchild Freedom Lyrics

Man, I feel like the walls are closing in I'm in the club with my bros same hoes again Same shit different pile, find it difficult to smile It's been with me for a while, the same negative energy Same friends pretend to be my friends when their my enemies Plus lately I don't really like the vibe my girl sending me It's eatin me up allot It's beatin me up inside, it's keepin me up at night In the future you might see me acting different Searching for something that's spiritually uplifting Cause I don't want my mom to be ashamed of her last name I'm lost and I'm on the wrong path in the fast lane On the road to going nowhere fast Plus I'm going slow so I'm going there last And it's a dead end I'm headin for a brick wall I'm tellin you I'm tired and I'm sick of all this shit yall

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Slow down to the point of chillin man I've done things in the past that lately got me feeling bad So am I going to heaven Just because I pray to god and my favorite number seven Can't say I feel too good about the day I get judged Although I know that he's forgiving and he doesn't hold a grudge But when I see my life flash before my eyes That's probably the day i'll finally be able to cry It's time for me to self reflect Man I'm talking about some self respect I got to remind myself cause I forget Cause I have such a great time with alcohol and sex It revolves around pow', three girls in the show' Spending money like wow, want it all right now Slow down man, how? I'm a have to learn Otherwise I'm gonna crash and burn, man I'm talkin bout...
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My girl finally upped and left I guess she had enough of the tough guy act This time I'm not gonna hold my breath I'll keep it open but it's such a rough ride back I have to let it go man and swallow my pride Even though I feel so hollow inside Cause as Mad gets older my heart gets colder Misguided angel, devil on my shoulder Afraid of being normal, dressing semi formal She wants to conform you don't say I didn't warn you But she's my sunshine and comfort my whole heart She called it off now she's gone this is so hard I thought I wanted to be free But I'm the guy that just got dumped, I don't want it to be me But even though it hurts I'm tryin not to hate Cause as soon she took me back I be tryin to find an escape for...

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