Lloyd Banks Happy Eyes Lie People Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yo, who drew these motherf*ckin' nightmares up for me drawin' me in?
Callin' me closer to haunt me feels like my host'll be approachin' me shortly
Double teamed by whores, orgy, envy, and karma, harm a hair on anything that loves me? Beautiful trauma, to have it all think you'd be calmer a revenge is a charmer
Thought that I got away from stress when good is holdin' on longer
For as long as I can remember I been fightin'
See the man I don't recognize when I look in the mirror and I don't like em'
Tell a big liе in the same spot maybe lightning'll strikе em'
'Cause in hind sight I been seeing the wall with all the writin'
I needed time out for health weed got me trippin' and I'm always by myself
So nobody hears my cries out for help
Lord if ya listenin' can you numb me, ‘cause this pain that I felts tearing me up
Can you share this luck with somebody else?
I'm havin' nightmares in the daytime too
Record breakin' déjà vu, but everything's cool according to you

[Chorus]
I think I had enough I'm feelin' like I wanna check outta here God forgive me
I'm feelin' empty, Happy Eyes Lie People
No matter what we have here we gon' die equal, maybe it's better up there?
They gon' show you signs get out your way and you'll see em' don't let ya pride beat you
Happy Eyes Lie People
Sometimes in life won't nothin' help
So go for self

[Verse 2]
Yo
Katrina's full of talent, and her heart is made of gold
Use to always keep a smile but lately that's been gettin' old
If you listen hard you hear the saddest stories ever told
Probably trip on a body let alone a fork in the road
The innocence of teenagers should never have to suffer
Emotionally distorted ‘cause her mother‘s lover touched her
She tries to hold it in, but everyday for her is tougher
Now she's looking for a way to tell, hopin' it gets discovered
When she finally did, her mother snapped
Wouldn't believe her, took ya accusations for seeking attention season need her
So she cries, every time he's around a piece of her dies, and her soul is pourin' out everything but peace in her eyes It's hard to trust somebody she can't call no one to discuss it
Had a vision of her husband and kids and now she's disgusted
Horror on her mind, figure she'd escape if she drug it
Took behind closed door fallen apart in public

[Chorus]
I think I had enough I'm feelin' like I wanna check outta here God forgive me
I'm feelin' empty, Happy Eyes Lie People
No matter what we have here we gon' die equal, maybe it's better up there?
They gon' show you signs get out your way and you'll see em' don't let ya pride beat you
Happy Eyes Lie People
Sometimes in life won't nothin' help
So go for self

[Verse 3]
Yo
Lil' homie had a girl and she was loyal he loved her too
Developed an unbreakable bond like N.O.W
Every step that they would take was holdin' hands
It's a rarity, to see relationships that's so advanced
They were only teenagers with opportunities and chance
Hard to imagine distain when all you see is the romance
Immaturity would eventually show up in the nick of time
Manipulations a bitch she's using that to pick his mind
In place of a simple argument she's threatenin' to leave, and he's resulting to liquor scratchin' his self until he bleeds
He writes I'll always love you in his notebook hundred times over petty shit
Who would of knew she's runnin' out of time
He would receive a letter saying they love would never work
And how she had to move on and find someone that knew her worth
The bullshit usually pass as days went by this time it worked
Little homie hung his self, now she's in a world full of hurt, perfect love in the dirt

[Chorus]
I think I had enough I'm feelin' like I wanna check outta here God forgive me
I'm feelin' empty, Happy Eyes Lie People
No matter what we have here we gon' die equal, maybe it's better up there?
They gon' show you signs get out your way and you'll see em' don't let ya pride beat you
Happy Eyes Lie People
Sometimes in life won't nothin' help
So go for self