Jonathan Miller Convulsion Heart Lyrics

I tried to be myself
I tried to open up
But like a doll thrown on a shelf
I was a silent dove
Through the sacred fire
I was burned and was scarred
I walked on a constant wire
I almost fell apart
You stole something I loved
Filled me with hate and doubt
Well, now I have had enough
The truth is coming out
Gotta do what's best for me
It's been an eternal night
Found the power in my beliefs
Got the weapons to win the fight

There's no way I'll give up
It's not in my blood
I am on the hunt to show what I'm made of and
Now that I'm awake
I can finally say
I'm going insane from the world I tried to save I'm
Unable to breathe
Their strengths increase
It's like I'm choking by those I thought loved me you
Say you know it's hard
You caused the hardest part
Now I see who you are from my Convulsion Heart

Breathe, Breathe, Breathe,
Breathe, Breathe, Breathe,

If you want someone to blame
You can blame yourself
You're stuck in your mental game
Fighting air in a shell
Your words are inhumane
Stinging my heart to death
You thought you could have your way
Now look who has nothing left

There's no way I'll give up
It's not in my blood I am on the hunt to show what I'm made of and
Now that I'm awake
I can finally say
I'm going insane from the world I tried to save I'm
Unable to breathe
Their strengths increase
It's like I'm choking by those I thought loved me you
Say you know it's hard
You caused the hardest part
Now I see who you are from my Convulsion Heart

It's been months and months and I've had enough
I'm sorry if you don't like it but I'm gonna be blunt
You refuse to hear, you continue to lie
Well, now, I guess, baby, it's your time to cry
Call it what you want -rebellion, immaturity
But not everything I say is make-believe
So any way you put it, you know I'm done, I'm through
To give up on love, sorry, I refuse!

There's no way I'll give up
It's not in my blood
I am on the hunt to show what I'm made of and
Now that I'm awake
I can finally say
I'm going insane from the world I tried to save I'm
Unable to breathe
Their strengths increase
It's like I'm choking by those I thought loved me you
Say you know it's hard
You caused the hardest part
Now I see who you are from my Convulsion Heart

Breathe, Breathe, Breathe
Breathe, Breathe, Breathe