Johnee Head Over Hills Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Punched me in the stomach
If I'm being honest, it wasn't butterflies
Felt like eating something after fasting for a long time
In the moment, I thought I was gonna vomit
But then I started to cry
I've had a bad omen that someone was going to die
I didn't kept my promise
I said I would never carry a bag of bones that weren't mine
But you've turned me into a zombie
And now I'm your brainchild
[Pre-Chorus]
Smiling at people at the theater for no reason
I haven't been happy in forevеr
You just had to be there
I can't bеlieve I still got feelings
I thought I was already dead

[Chorus]
I'm off the training wheels
And I'm not wearing a shield
Falling head over hills for you
I already know love kills but what else can it do
I wish I knew how it feels
When you've got something to lose
If all my experiences weren't real
Then what am I still holding onto?

[Verse 2]
I was almost in a body bag last month
And when I bled in front of my mom, I laid my bare bones on her lap
I knew twenty-one would get something off my chest
I told her I've been feeling sad
'Cause I've spent four years and a half
Chasing after someone that will never want me back [Verse 3]
Now the walls bleed when you're not around me
And all I can hear is sirens
Throw me to the lions, I don't wanna be a soul survivor
I don't know how to be alone
What if I set the world on fire again?
I'm scared to fall in love, I need a hole to crawl in
[Chorus]
I'm off the training wheels
And I'm not wearing a shield
Falling head over hills for you
I already know love kills but what else can it do
I wish I knew how it feels
When you've got something to lose
If all my experiences weren't real
Then what am I still holding onto?

[Bridge]
I wanna give up but my heart put up a good fight
Every piece of me is trying
I need guidance, help me see the silver lining
''Do not disturb'' sign on my mind
But you kick down the door like Torrance in The Shining

[Chorus]
I'm off the training wheels
And I'm not wearing a shield
Falling head over hills for you
I already know love kills but what else can it do
I'm always on some wild goose chase
But I feel like I'm running in place
Every one of my friends is already there
I wish I could be in their shoes for one day
And try falling head over heels instead