Jehnny Beth Human Lyrics

I used to be a human being
Now I live in the (?)
You used to sin on me, like the rain
Take what's left of me in my free time

Just take a look at my hands, what can they do now?
All these years of hard work, and they can do nothing now
(?) I remind (?) changes now
If I'm unwell, measure me, big beautiful and data
I try reading books but that skill eludes me now
Oh I don't know how
I don't know how
I don't know how
No I don't know how

My dreams are filled with snippets of codes I spent hours a day in a panic mode
Am I bound to succeed?
Am I running behind?
My brain is atrophied, my eyes are going blind

I am naked all the time
I am burning inside
I am a voice no one can hear
I am drifting for years
I am the ocean
I am the moon
I am dying far too soon
I am the needle
And I am the wall
I grew hands and tall
I am sorry for my mistakes
I'll take in one more breath