Jaytekz Rest In Sorrow Lyrics

[Verse 1: JayteKz]
Take a swig from the Jack
Drink till I puke and my vision is black
I don't want to think or revisit the past
So I got to drink just to fill in the cracks
The cracks in my heart, the cracks in my soul
I reach out to God cause I feel so alone
Got no where to go, I'm stuck on my own
Can't find happiness cause depression has grown
I really wish this was all a joke
But the fact is I want to slit my f*cking throat
Grab a strap, pull the trigger
Let my brain explode
Take a handful of pills till I overdose
Grab a rope, tie a knot till I f*cking choke
Suicide on my mind, that's my only hope
Swerving off the road, I'm losing my control
That when I finally die, just know I made it home
I don't give a f*ck who ain't here for me
They'd be the same ones who should've teared for me
You never gave a f*ck, you wasn't sincere to me
Now that I ain't breathing, you're so dear to me
I don't want to live and I don't want to love
I just want to quit, I f*cking had enough
When I kill myself, stay the f*ck away!
Don't you dare step a foot upon my grave
[Chorus] (x2)
Wonder where is love?
I cannot find it
Find it once before
And I was blinded
Don't know who to trust
Who to can find it
Oh, I am f*cking dying
Lash away my tears and let the blood shed
Lots have disappeared
I found my purpose
Nothing left to say
I got to go now Oh, bury me below the ground

[Verse 2: JayteKz]
I got "INNOCENCE" tatted on my face
It's right above my left eyebrow
It takes me back to those happy days, it takes me back to when I was a child
Way before I knew what pain was and way before those heartbreaks struck, and way before we had to take drugs so we can get a taste of fake love
I f*cking hate love and what it's turned to
Those you love the most are going to hurt you
Those you love the most are going to hold you close, lift you up from lows then desert you
It's the worst truth, and it f*cking kills
When love is true, colors do reveal
When love forces you to love someone who gonna stab your heart and watch the blood spill
It was never real
I will never heal
Had to pray God, feel the pressure build
I will never find out if Heaven's real
Cause the Devil is pressing at my f*cking heels
I can feel the heat
I can feel the hate
I can feel defeat, that's my only fate
But, I feel relieved, and I feel okay
Let me rot in peace and my skin decay
[Chorus] (x2)
Wonder where is love?
I cannot find it
Find it once before
And I was blinded
Don't know who to trust
Who to can find it
Oh, I am f*cking dying
Lash away my tears and let the blood shed
Lots have disappeared
I found my purpose
Nothing left to say
I got to go now
Oh, bury me below the ground