Jan Metternich Ghos1 1N My Room Lyrics

I pushed all my thoughts away
I thought it wouldn't be
But two years after this
It just gets harder

Memories of this remain
Untouched an unknown place
But five years after this
It just gets darker

I'm just sitting lost in my room
Soul left my body
Starring onto my screen every morning
You're my first happiness in a long time
Wanna thank you for that I'll always love you
I said couldn't
Sleep, breathe
The joke is on me now
That all our chemistry
Would be cleared one delete

Feelings too deep
Our love will always keep
Its too hard too believe
I would never leave you

But I have hope I hold you close
Do you believe
I'd never leave?

No Blatant Lies
Will change my mind
You are the reason
I would never leave
I would never leave

Sometimes it is hard to stay here I'm sorry
But I promise I always do
Feelings in my head keep running round I lost them
It's hurting deep
I got over it now it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if i'm alright
Over and over it wanna try say it ain't died
Tryna love me but i said, i said
I cannot move on cause I do love her with all of my heart
All of the time it said goodbye but I'm still writing my feelings with blood