Jadis Alive Inside Lyrics

A time of disillusion can anybody see
If I relate to such confusion
If at last I can be free to spare a thought

Then I thought about the things we'd say
How I tried to wish my life away
I can't remember all the things I'm told
And won't forget why you seem so cold
Seem so cold) All roads that I could follow
May be right or they are long
Still the memory is so shallow such emptiness
And the pain would seem so wrong
Terrified to come alive inside
I need to know that I can still divide
Myself between the place that I have know
Or be forever on my own