J.k. The Reaper Suicide Note Lyrics

[Intro]
f*ck you
f*ck yo dumbass thoughts
f*ck yo dumbass dreams
You ain't doing shit
You know, look at me
Like I ain't doing shit nigga
f*ck you nigga
f*ck everything you stand for nigga

[Verse 1]
You took it all, I wanna die now
f*ck you, I wanna cry now
f*ck you, I wanna cry now
Shed a tear for my unborn kid
All my ex's they can die now
All my ex's they can die now
Satan pulled up in a brand new whip
f*ck it, I'mma take a ride now
I hold so much evil inside now
Don't even know what it look like outside now
f*ck a bitch, I kill the bitch
And then f*ck the bitch, that's my style
I'm kidding though
But I'm not though
I hate it here
I can't cope
These fake smiles, I hate those
These handshakes, I hate those
Want to make it rain with your blood
Don't get wet, need a poncho
Your happiness is gay to me
I envy it cause I'm suicidal
I think of death like every day
I need god, I don't a bible
I don't need your help, I need a rifle
Start a army with anybody that thinks like I do

[Hook]
I hate you cause you so depressing
I love you cause you so depressing
I hate you cause you so depressing
So depressing, so depressing, depressing
I love you cause you so depressing
I hate you cause you so depressing
I love you cause you so depressing
So depressing, so depressing, depressing

[Verse 2]
I don't know why I be stressing This song is so f*cking depressing
I thought it would make me feel better
But no...
I cry at night, hope I die at night
I've met god twice on an overdose
I've done did coke
I done f*ck hoes
I done jump niggas
I did got jump
Shed a lot of tears
I done been to jail
I done been to hell
So now what?
f*ck life, rap sad boys
I feel empty, I feel immortal
This is not a plea
I don't want your pity
Shitty niggas straight from the city
Want a pretty girl, straight from the dark
And she loves rappers ... (?)
Tell her shut up just bring it to me
Are you rapping or you f*cking singing to me?
Man you niggas kill me
You a waste of living
You a waste of space
And you shoudln't have children
Goddamn I don't know why I speak anymore
My vision is something you couldn't ignore
You faggots is sleeping, I'm sick of your snore
I don't even know why I been trying anymore
Man, f*ck!

[Outro]
Man, this beat stupid
This song's stupid
The world is stupid
Your bitch stupid
Your teacher's stupid
Teaching you stupid shit
This whole shit is just f*cking stupid
I hate all of you motherf*ckers
Your f*cking outfit stupid
I'm tired of f*cking walking in the room and all of you motherf*ckers give me this f*cking stupid look
Nigga you stupid!
f*cking looking at me
....
The f*ck you looking at, man?!