Izzy Lucid Yours Truly. Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I pray to God, Lord
Please keep my soul
I know it breaks my heart all the time
As I watch em growing old
As I see them working all
Of their fingers right to the bone
It's so sad to watch that
It began eating right at my mental
And tho I sometimes seem
Like I am the most ungrateful
The place you always hold in my heart's
Nothing short of special
Your importance to my happiness
Is nothing short of critical
And all your dreams you put
On hold for me is still remembered
I swear I'll make you proud
As soon as I achieve em
I swear you'll be living large
And stress free walking on them beaches
Like travelling the world
And that house you always dream of
Retiring and living with a smile
And wake up free from
The pain and worry of
Paying these bills and all these stresses
The time has come where you don't
Have to clean up all my messes
Cuz' I can take it from here
So kick back and relax
I count my blessings one by one
Like every finger on my hands hey

[Chorus]
I gotta say whats on my mind
I know it hurts me every time
But I, I gotta say whats on my mind
I gotta do this for me
I gotta do this for you
I swear I'll make it to the top
Yeah, here's your proof
[Verse 2]
Dear God, I've been praying
That they don't leave this earth
Cuz' they tried giving me
A good life since the day I was birthed
And its just time for me
To reciprocate all that it's worth
By giving them a better time
And all their dreams In return
I see the struggle and I also see
The tears that keep falling
I know its getting harder
Cuz' all these duties are calling
And it seems like all you have
Is all these ever lasting problems
You can't solve them
So all you do is just keep sleeping on them
But it destroys you on the inside
Yes I know I've noticed
I can't help but feel bad
Cuz' life's a roller coaster
It's the ghost of everything past
And everything that's over
Someone told me I'm destined
To be more than I have hoped to be
And everything that I've become's
Cuz' of how I've grown up
Felt alone up in this life we live
But who's gonna be the owner
A letter from me to you
I apologize profusely
Dotted at the bottom
Signed it off with yours truly

[Chorus]
I gotta say whats on my mind
I know it hurts me every time
I gotta say whats on my mind
Its a letter from me to you
I apologize profusely
Dotted at the bottom
Ended off with yours truly