Hkfiftyone Sedative Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Im a waste, gotta taste of my based brain
Feeling far, from my days, screaming gang gang
Its complex, when i flex, on my mainstay
Where im from, where the sun, been displaced ay
Used myblade, couldn't say, but it shows up
On my skin, go away, you dont know us
Not insane, not okay, boutta throw up
All these pills, so instead, guess ill roll up

[Chorus]
Im just sittin here, piling money in the benz
I ain't share with no one cuz i ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money then im feeling what i spend
Wonder if thats all to life im dying in the end
Im just sittin here, piling money in the benz
I ain't share with no one cuz i ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money then im feeling what i spend
Wonder if thats all to life im dying in the end

[Verse 2]
Call me an insomniac im staying up all night
Can't get any sleep with all these thoughts up in my mind
Like thinking bout what happens when we close our eyes and die
Does anything feel real or am i living a whole lie
Depersonalize in my mind im lost Feeling like a dream at a nightmare cost
Dont know what ive seen but my mind exhaust
Hallucinate the real and my eyes stay glossed
Life is very scary now, feeling very wary now
Wanna take revenge on those who hurt me like im carrie now
Float just like a fairy now, feeling very merry now
Shoutout all the substance in my veins im gettin faded now
Then i wake up down low, stay in bed im out bro
Puff and watch the cloud go, now im breathing shallow
But its all anxiety, creeping up inside of me
Saying that im nothing why you always gotta lie to me

[Chorus]
Im just sittin here, piling money in the benz
I ain't share with no one cuz i ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money then im feeling what i spend
Wonder if thats all to life im dying in the end
Im just sittin here, piling money in the benz
I ain't share with no one cuz i ain't got any friends
Turn my feels to money then im feeling what i spend
Wonder if thats all to life im dying in the end