I'm ready to be happy
Finally gonna
Give myself permission to
All of the time
I thought I lost
I just misplaced
But I'm okay with
How I've moved
Away from
Everyone I just assumed that
All of our intentions they consumed us
Wherever we were heading was in sync
But maybe
It falls away the thing that's holding back my mind
Every time you call I just rewind
And I confuse your pain for something mine
It's wholly tragic how I coped with you this time
Gave you a sentimental pantomime
It's sad I know you get that all the time
I'm ready to be happy
Finally gonna
Givе myself permission to
All of the timе
I thought I lost
I just misplaced
Or gave away
Will it fall away; the things you gave to me
I'm trying
To cherry-pick the ways you moved the light
The essence of you teaching me to cry
It's wholly tragic how you coped with all this time
Gave us a scope into your afterlife
Peeking through the cracks from time to time
But you know I know I can't relate to you
In this pseudo conflicted state that you rope me in
You're too lost too hurt to see what I outgrew
I know you know I can't just say I love you
I'm ready to be happy
Finally gonna
Give myself permission to
All of the lines I thought I'd drawn
I just retraced
But I'm okay with
How I've moved
Away from
Everyone I just assumed that
All of our intentions they consumed us
Wherever we were heading was in sync
But maybe
You thought
The way you wanted us to be
Construed the
Time we had together
Listen to the
Trailing of my voice I need to lose you
To see through