Hellsingland Underground Reincarnated The Same As I Ever Was Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Apparently I'm on my deathbed
With my soul slipping away
Looking back on my life
Wishing I could start all over again
Would I make the same choices
Would I make the same mistakes
Would I still choose to live
Would I still be loving you until the end
Ooh, waking up again
Ooh, I hear voices saying we are your friends

[Verse 2]
Listen get back to a time in your life
You did not seem to appreciate then
All the softness of the altar
It only last for days
I get home I get to choose for myself
I say what kind of heaven is this
They said this is not heaven nor hell by the way
God never exist

[Verse 3]
As I open my eyes
The place looks familiar
I see paintings on walls And I'm painting myself
Though I don't know where
I look in a mirror
Reflecting the room behind me
But the face that I'd normally be
Is a dark silhouette
A black, empty space

Oh oh, oh oh
What is alive
What is alive
Oh oh, oh oh
It was made for the living [?]
Please tell me I've been living in heaven now

[Verse 4]
I see my family having breakfast in the kitchen
Telling the kids to hurry up
Saying we can't be late for your daddy's funeral
It was nice and familiar, except the last part
Oh oh, oh oh
Waking up again
Oh oh, oh oh
Next to you my friend
Dream awake, dream repeat with no particular cause
Reincarnated the same as I ever was