Guardin Threshold Lyrics

What's it like to be free?
'Cause I don't feel like i'm me
Puffin' six grams a week
Write some bars, make a beat
Fall asleep and repeat
Fall asleep and repeat
What's it like to be free
'Cause my minds tellin' me
That i just gotta leave
f*ckin' stagnant as can be
The sun shines but not on me, know what i mean

I've been just fine in my reclusive mind
And I know if I try I could
Reach for the sky and I wanna just die
But the power inside is just
Too f*ckin' much
I've been tackling everything in my crutch
The devil is waiting for me to give up
And my savior is you baby, you lift me up
You make me feel like a God
Conquer the world with my squad
Travel abroad and I know that you think its so odd
That the emo kid rantin is who they applaud
I like the way that you speak when I act like a freak
Get inside of your jeans
Yeah you hauntin' my dreams
And my conscience stay clear when you lay in my sheets Imma love you forever, forever we'll be

You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been I've been actin' like an asshole

Hope you know how i feel
'Cause the love is surreal
Baby you make me feel
Everything that I feel
Giving my life appeal
Now I think that i'm real
I don't know how to speak
'Cause your lips make me weak
When they land on my cheek
404's how I peak
Make me feel obsolete

Crawl in my brain & just pick at the knots
I am so f*cking sick of suicidal thoughts
And the rain is insane crashing down like these shots
Washed away with the pain & the seven red dots
Smoking some pot, trust I will not
My own worst enemy lies in my cot
I'm just a boy who's been blockin' his shot
And my mind is an ocean of chapters & plots

You been you been livin' in a castle
I've been I've been actin' like an asshole