[Verse 1]
I need help lately
And I feel ugly
When I am weak
Silhouette
Starved like my attention
A shapeless intervention
That I try not to see
[Pre-Chorus]
Please be different now
Be different now
A question I can't ignore
[Chorus]
How does it end?
Always chasing the afterglow
You're at it again
It's starting to feel like this is it
And I wanted you to know
We're already dead
In love with the feeling I know we can never get back
[Refrain]
Paint it black
Watchful death in another drеam
My Benzedrine
I can't wakе up
And don't even try anymore
[Verse 2]
In my bed
Tongue-tied in the mornin'
Thoughts I've been ignoring
Crawl right out of me
I confess
And fill my mouth with fiction
It tastes like my addiction
Until I fall asleep
[Pre-Chorus]
Please be different now
Be different now
It's just like it was before
[Chorus]
How does it end?
Always chasing the afterglow
You're at it again
It's starting to feel like this is it
And I wanted you to know
We're already dead
In love with the feeling I know we can never get back
[Refrain]
I deflect
Brand new act in another scene
My guillotine
It wakes me up
I kept it clean
[Outro]
I know you're right
No one likes deliverance
It's no surprise
My soul is blind
I did my time
Never asked to see forever
It tastes divine
To live and die inside your mind