Gencab Ii Transmuter Lyrics

when the left eye goes blind, leave my logic behind
and i just can't unwind what i see in my mind
holding on to a thought i could just recreate
i believe you could teach me to not dilate
ask myself to stop myself
i've tried so hard for no one else
i've tried so hard to be what you don't want me to be
wrong answer so divine
i could love you right inside of this rhyme
i guess by now you see that i'm my own worst enemy

now the right cannot see what you want me to be
and ideas aren't answers, they're just a disease
full of toxins and insects, it's failing to take
in an image of you that's so wrong, stay away, stay
away
ask myself to stop myself
pull my heart off my sleeve, put it into my mouth
i tried to stop the beat but it just started to bleed
wrong rhythm run so fast
never try to learn a lesson when you channel the past i know by now you see that i have no real history

CHORUS
in everyway i retained your grace
i tried at least to salvage what i couldn't replace
focus on you i'm to weak to play
a slave unto the speed at which my vision relays
and everyday make the same mistake
accept that i'm the accident expecting to break
i set it up, i deserve the worst
i blame myself but this must be a curse

with my ear to the ground, i'm recording the sound
of the movement of you cause the nightmare came true
never knew what i had til the moment it changed
it got lost in amazement in mazes of rain
ask myself to stop myself
i couldn't let go and i couldn't let it out
i tried to change my mind but then you started to die
transforming gemini
i know you had to adapt when you had to survive
but i wish we could relate in a more comfortable place