Defenseless Lyrics

I just can't face myself alone, alone, alone
I opened the window to let the breeze know
I need to feel at home
But it happened again, her dress, it slid
Down until it kissed the floorboards again
Now she's motionless and naked
I glimpsed the edge but couldn't take it
I feel so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't
No I never meant this, I swear I can mend it
I've got a little bit of courage and a head full of smoke, let's see how far I can take this
I've got to focus now on everything what matters the most, let's see how long till I break it
Gain perspective, stand on edges
(Same mistakes I'll never make)
Gain perspective, stand on edges
Same mistakes I'll never make again
I found the man I thought I was
Learned inside a cheap hotel, a borrowed buzz
Couldn't bring myself to feel that rush
Stomach spilled, I still got my guts
You brought me in with confidence
Assuming I would cave to hips, and kiss your lips
My father told me, honest men, can lie again
And nothings broken you can't fix
I feel so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't No I never meant this, I swear I can mend it
I've got a little bit of courage and a head full of smoke, let's see how far I can take this
I've got to focus now on everything what matters the most, let's see how long till I break it
Gain perspective, stand on edges
(Same mistakes I'll never make)
Gain perspective, stand on edges
Same mistakes I'll never make again
I fell asleep on the floor again, what did you expect?
Just a point the pin and a mess inside his head
I fell asleep on the floor again, what did you expect?
Just a point the pin and a mess inside his head
Mess inside his head
Well I'm so defenseless, don't think that I wouldn't
No I never meant this, I swear I can mend this
I've got a little bit of courage and a head full of smoke, let's see how far I can take this
I've got to focus now on everything what matters the most, let's see how long till I break it
Gain perspective, you're not true til tested. (I'm tested)
Gain perspective, stand on edges
Same mistakes I'll never make
Same mistakes I'll never make again

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