Penholder Lyrics

I feel your eyes crawling over me
as though I am something more than me
but I dont have anything good enough to say
I did not make myself this way

I'll show you what he did but I won't take the credit
it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day

I dont deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take a bow
And I dont deserve this it wasn't me
I cant take glory for something that I can't be
I dont deserve this

I know what perfection is like
I can not stand before its might
and i'm so far from what you think that I must be just drown myself in mercy

I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit
it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day I dont deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take a bow
And I dont deserve this it wasn't me
I can't take glory for somethig that I can't be
I dont deserve this

I dont deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take a bow
I dont deserve this

and all the art that I supposedly create
is simply a faded reflection of something he's already made

I dont deserve this
this time right now is not something for which I can take a bow
I dont deserve this it wasn't me
I cant take glory for something that I can't be
I dont deserve this

I dont deserve this

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