Early Adopted Synonyms For Goodbye Lyrics

I feel like screaming!
Punching walls
Knuckles bleeding
Drywall covered in my blood
Feeling childish
I am wilding
For the first time in a while
Shouldn't have kept that all inside him
Painted the walls just to cover up the colors
And trump any glimpse of hope in the room that I grew up in
f*ck that
I'm still here
In the same cage
Caving in
26 years

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I still have the pictures
The one's that were meant for me
Nobody else has seen them
Use them up on me
She's been looking for synonyms for goodbye

I might get my license to carry
For a night at home, well that might come in handy Handgun, wanna do it by the books
Paperwork, see that class that I took?
Now, rest assured that ain't a mistake
When I rest in earth
And that gravedigger rakes
That last of that debris
Casket, half asleep
Sadly that's just how it had to be
Won't show my face
If I had one to show, I still won't budge
Embarrassment is much too much
We had much more than our parent's love
I can't go on without you
I still talk so much about you
I can feel your ghost walking next to me
Feels like I'm still around you (somehow)

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