Ctrl Freak Wake Me Lyrics

I've been lying my ass off
I was put here to stir up storms
It gives me something to feed off
Instead of bouncing off the walls

I'm not what you think, I've always been this crazy
I've just run out of medication
I scratch at my skin, I've gotta let myself out
Before I lose it and blow again

Will I ever wakeup?
Step inside my mind, I've gone crazy
I'm trapped inside of this daze and I wanna break out
Will someone turn on the light and save me?

Will I ever wakeup? I don't feel alive, it don't faze me
I'm trapped inside of this daze and I wanna break out
Will someone turn on the light and wake me?

I've been lying my ass off
Said what I said and I own it
I'm either drunk or I've lost it
I don't fear death long for it

How I love the way you've always looked at me
Jaw on the floor while you clench your fist
It's no wonder why I've always felt so distant
I just learnt that I don't even exist