Closed Heart Surgery Bleeding Hearts Club Oc Chpt Lyrics

I can't deal with this pain, this pain deals with me
Hard to believe what's happened, it's such a surreal scene
Unreal to me, still dreamin about your geometry
Searchin' for courage for talkin', so what's stoppin' me?

It takes half the time of memorable nights,
To sit and regret all the arguments and fights,
The soft touch of her warm skin,
And all the people that she's ever been with

In this room and she's downstairs
Love and loss -- does she still care
One last chance I've got I swear
I should just give up

In this room and he's upstairs
Love and loss -- but I still care
One last chance we've got I swear
Please don't mess this up

Pointless discussions over cigarettes
Filled with regret picturing your silhouette
I can't remember the fights that you mentioned
Just the after thoughts and sexual tensions
The natural progression from intellectual aggression
To special attention to your sensual sections
I needed every last word failin' to realize
How right I was wrong until you were gone

It burns in my chest, what do I make of this mess
That I call my present state of living
I'm trying my best in a room full of friends
It never matters when she's always missing
Replay the scenarios over and over again
Repeat em' one more time, let 'em scream in my head
Giving up's the easy way out and what then
What do I do now, what can I do, to her I'm dead In this room and she's downstairs
Love and loss -- does she still care
One last chance I've got I swear
I should just give up

In this room and he's upstairs
Love and loss -- but I still care
One last chance we've got I swear
Please don't mess this up

One last night together let me hold you in my arms
Look deep into my eyes, my soul is yours to harm
Place your hand on my heart, feel the beating
All it takes is one promise to heal the bleeding
If you leave tomorrow, my conscious will follow
And I'll live in this city with a chest that's hollow
But I'll still drive you to the airport and carry ya bags
I want you to see the moment you tear me in half

Six months of depression, six months of frustration
Can you just give me one conversation
It won't have to end in hatred's rage
Save me, save us, save everything we've made
The three hardest words for me to say
Eight letters kept me from you every single day
if it can stop you from getting on that plane
Then f*ck it, I love you, please don't go away...

In this room and she's downstairs
Love and loss -- does she still care
One last chance I've got I swear
I should just give up

In this room and he's upstairs
Love and loss -- but I still care
One last chance we've got I swear
Please don't mess this up