Cheap Sober Life On My Own Lyrics

(No human being can carry that much hostility his entire life)

[Verse1]
Just another weekend waking up hungover
Life as a bong-headed, spaced-out dumb stoner
Lung-choker can't find the toaster
To make me some breakfast so I skull soda
Life on my own wasn't as I planned ever since I did I never had cash in my hand
Just a few cigarettes and my [?]
I had plans but they got canned like Pac-Man
Now I know life on my own sucks balls
No girlfriend in the kitchen that does chores
I bust doors and f*ck whores, a rough [?]
Never pick up or take something above board
I can't fall but I seem to walk backwards
Crawl damn slow like old [?] tractors
But shit house raps are never making factors
How can I make a dollar when everything shatters
(No human being can carry that much hostility his entire life)([?] its time to get buried here)

[Verse 2]
No I'll never rip back I will never give back
Anything I did flat to another chick that
f*cked me around and chucked me to drown
I was up in the town, now a bum on the ground
I muck 'round like young clowns with dumb sounds
Come down to a place where I guzz rounds
I buzz down
Three o'clock AM walked to my door to see who knocked at my shed
A man with a hood stood there half dead, dark as hair and his eye's shot red
I asked him "What are you doing at my house?"
He said "I'm yourself five years from now"
I said "What the f*ck are you talking about?"
He said "come for a walk and I'll show you around" [Chorus]
Life on my own, I'm going insane
Life on my own, you f*cked with my brain
Life on my own, I'm going nowhere
Its life on my own, like the clouds in the air

Life on my own, I'm going insane
Life on my own, you f*cked with my brain
Life on my own, I'm going nowhere
Its life on my own, like the clouds in the air
[Verse 3]
We walked for an hour and he knew me well
Like a f*cked up version of show and tell
He would say "I remember when you'd shout and yell
To the cops, to the pigs, you gave them hell"
I'd say "How do you know so much about me?"
He said "Picture yourself in 2013"
I said "what?"
He said "I'm what you'll then see, a drugged f*cked bloke full of hate and [?]
No longer MC your brains fried
Alcohol made you fat and thats why your mates lied
About the great guy they used to know
Now a grey sky full of black fume n smoke
I came from the future to confuse the show
And try turn you away from losing hope"

[Chorus]
Life on my own, I'm going insane
Life on my own, you f*cked with my brain
Life on my own, I'm going nowhere
Its life on my own, like the clouds in the air

Life on my own, I'm going insane
Life on my own, you f*cked with my brain
Life on my own, I'm going nowhere
Its life on my own, like the clouds in the air
(No human being can carry that much hostility his entire life)