Cheap Sex If Society Lyrics

I sit alone in my room at night
Trying to figure out how to make my life right
All this hate inside my head
And all my life i am seeing red
I tell myself there's a better way
That maybe tomorrow will bring a better day
I just need to figure it out
What is happiness all about?

[Chorus]
If society doesn't kill me -
Then it will be my mind! I look at people walking down the street
They look content, and their lives complete
Maybe it's me, maybe i can't relate
And maybe misery has sealed my fate
I look at my life with a magnifying glass
I think of the future, then i look at my past
Find all the demons infecting my brain
Gotta kill em now before i go insane!