Cemetery Drive Will Of God Lyrics

[Verse: Teeawgo]
Came from the Metropolis
A jungle where the hunger matched my optimism
At the time, no opposition 'gainst my side
The world is mine but I don't get my populous
What is real?
My mind open rifts like Oculus
Stick out your hand, see if somebody grabs back
It's either pull you down or lift you up
I stay where I'm at
Too many panic attacks
These people moving too fast
I'm paranoid and on edge
They're like, "You should relax"
Too many nights I can't sleep
I close my eyes and it's bright
I see shapes I can't decipher
They take on they're own lies
My blood cells feel like ants crawling under my skin
But that's okay
The bites they take is punishment for my sins See that's what puts me at ease
That this is all will of God
The reason why it's hard to breathe
Why I feel like a fraud
The reason we don't get along
People kill without 'cause
It's really all will of God
Is it all will of God?
It's hard to talk when you need to translate your thoughts
Family tries their best to understand me
Some of it gets lost
The ones I love the most will smile and nod
Anywhere I go I don't belong
I spent my life tryna get across
Stuck halfway
I know things aren't what they seem
They just look that way
Trying to get across
But I'm stuck halfway
Things are worse than they seem
I wanna look away
But we can't look away