Carson Apparition Lyrics

I’m keeping a secret from myself
I’ve been fighting with myself for weeks
Get a hold of all my thoughts
Erase them
For they don’t mean a thing
I’ve been learning how to push them aside
It’s killin my self esteem
But I gotta do what is right
Cause these feelings they don’t mean a thing

O I’ll take them all back right now
O Woah but I don’t know how

What am I to do?
What have I gotten my self into?
I’ve gotta figure this out
Seems like there’s no way out
What am I to do?
What have I gotten my self into?
I’ve gotta figure this out
Seems like there’s no way out
From this

The repercussions of these words
They could easily break me in two
I’m getting a hold of all my thoughts
Like if you only knew
I am taking a drink of my pride
And tossing these thoughts away
Cause I gotta do what is right
And these feelings they don’t mean a thing

O atleast that’s what I’ll tell my self O woah

What am I to do?
What have I gotten my self into?
I’ve gotta figure this out
Seems like there’s no way out
What am I to do?
What have I gotten my self into?
I’ve gotta figure this out
Seems like there’s no way out
From this

At least that’s what I’ll tell myself
I said at least that’s what I’ll tell myself
At least that’s what I’ll tell myself
At least that’s what I’ll tell myself (Background vocals)

What am I to do?
What have I gotten my self into?
I’ve gotta figure this out
Seems like there’s no way out
What am I to do?
What have I gotten my self into?
I’ve gotta figure this out
Seems like there’s no way out

What am I to do?
What have I gotten my self into?
I’ve gotta figure this out
Seems like there’s no way, no way out