Carousel Kings Cancer Lyrics

I can't sleep, it's like my minds on "E"
I'm doing everything I can to get this mesh out of me
I'm sick, I'm tired of the way this feels
How much longer am I gonna have to work this deal?
Trust me, trust me
You're the only one that I want to please
You're still everything that sets me free

If I die of cancer
If I die alone
If I knew the answer
To what I wanna know

If I go away
Will you be okay?
Will you stay with me
By my side?
Will you sing for me
And reach for the sky?

So I'm fighting for my life right now
It took a really long time for me to let this out
I know for a fact that's what you want me to do Turn away from the world and look straight up to you

Trying, I'm trying
To see what you want me to see
Be everything you need me to be

If I live forever
If I make it home
Will I be remembered
By the marks left on the stone?

If I go away
Will you be okay?
Will you stay with me
By my side?
Will you sing for me
And reach for the sky?

Don't miss me
I'm not very far
I'll live forever in your heart
You'll find me when you look up at the stars
I'll live forever in your heart

If I go away
Will you be okay?
Will you stay with me
By my side?
Will you sing for me
And reach for the sky?