Cadillac Blindside Did You Get All That Lyrics

what am i to do? numb to pain the feelings gone shut out
myself to everything i knew. the old me wouldn't feel
this way, i guess it's true, everything comes back to you
someday. can't let myself be that way again. done lying,
done fighting to lose. is happiness today worth more than
the truth? too tired, to try finding the reason i'm being punished like this. dried blood on my hands, the only
proof of what i've done it may not be right but revenge
is what i need. i wake up in a cold sweat on the floor,
it wasn't real, i lay back down to live that dream again
never waking would be good for now