[Verse 1]
This book of elements has been staring at me ever since I moved into my house
But I'm trying to cut back
I wish I could put duct tape over my humongous mouth
But I used it all to pack
[Chorus]
So forgive me if I say something I never meant to say to you
I hate who I am under the influence of plants I abuse
[Verse 2]
I try, the smoke is getting into my eyes
I'll say another little white lie but you see the embers glowing through the fog
I try, you see the color change in my eyes
I'll say another littlе white lie but you can see right through it all
[Chorus]
So forgive mе if I say something I never meant to say to you
I hate who I am under the influence of plants I abuse
My finger tips turn gray and black from smut on the lighters I use
Either I'm calm or I can talk, I hate that I can't pick and choose
[Verse 3]
Everything sounds worse when I take a deep breath
Don't let me hit it first, don't let me, don't let me
[Outro]
I hate the smell of the embers
Floating outside of my window
Close it, it's making my head hurt