Brand New Friend The Blame Lyrics

The notification that you're gone
Out of my life completely
I've been avoiding, I've been pretending

No such thing as wasted hours
No such thing as freezing showers
You always warmed me
You always warmed me

I never thought I'd have to hide it
I never thought I'd feel ashamed
Stop pretending that it's your fault
I really need to take the blame

If you believe it's for the best
Then yes, it's for the best
But I always thought we'd never get caught
And like you always said, you never said
Your eyes tell a story, it's not fiction, it's not fact
It's the heartbreak on my pillow
All the years I'm not getting back

I never thought I'd have to hide it
I never thought I'd feel ashamed
Stop pretending that it's your fault
I really need to take the blame

For all the times I said I love you
For every lie that means the same
Stop pretending that it's your fault
I really need to take the blame

I was raised to believe
What you believe and what you see
Are two separate entities